destiny

sadness lies upon me tonight

2006-10-12T08:12:00.000-07:00

it was meant to be an average night.. but, the thoughts just flew to him and i started sobbing..the tightness and warmth held tightly, can never be replace.. what can i say, i miss him.. i just wish that i could see it right in front of me but thats impossible for what i know.. i know where my heart lies upon but, i'll make sure that it will never happen,, to it or anything.. that won happen.. i'm not good enough for anything.. i know my limits..
tears drop upon me.. i need to let it go.. i won held on to it anymore..
for what i know,, its unfair if i still held on to it..
more tears will just drop if i continue this way..
i'll let it go.. i'll do whatever it takes to let it go..

PROMISES = vanished..
i just wana see you.. i just wana see you.

_pEiLinG_

happy day

2006-10-11T07:41:00.000-07:00

yeah.. finally.. i shited hse..
room packing today..
so fun man.. n played my clarinet..
wow!! really lost touch man..
wait till ya see my room haha..
but i guess it'll b messy by then haha..
tired day..

_pEiLinG_

new world..

2006-10-07T00:47:00.000-07:00

ytd phy and chi test sia..
quite easy but dono how will i score..
when to work then..and almost all crew is attaach one..
and one back thing is that almost everybody is team leader sia..
then all very fast lohx..sian..
then new counter..don quite really know how to use but will get used to it one day..
then aft i went out of the building,, its like i'm in genting highland sia..
so hazy!! but is only the temperature abit weird lah..
and yes!! i'm gonna shift hse soon haha..

_pEiLinG_

inexpressable feeling

2006-10-04T08:02:00.000-07:00

sudden sadness today..
can't the reason.. haix..
then don't feel like studying..
haha.. but pack my room abit here and there..
better now.. i'm gonna say bye bye to admiralty..
so sad.. haha..
exam.. haix.. let natural take it course..
i'll just pour out wadever i know..
& YES!! there's training tml..
haha.. going to be bed now..

ciaozx..

exam

2006-10-03T03:42:00.000-07:00

as usual..wake up in the morning.. study study study!!
and the ss paper was so tough!!
haix.. manager kept forcing me to work..
i don want.. if ak i don mind lah..haha..
chem tml.. i'm gonna die..
so tired.. haix..
friday must work lehx.. so tired..!!
nvm.. i must endure!!

_pEiLinG_

tough

2006-10-02T05:22:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!!! the training had ended.. so tired sia..
long time nv exercise already..
but it seems rather sad to part with ak every time..
exams exams..i din study..!!
ak has occupy all the time..
but to me,, i think that its worth it..
i can do it..

things ain getting good

2006-09-28T06:44:00.000-07:00

things are just getting better.. my life are full of ups and downs..
whats gonna happen to me..
exams are coming.. and i'm increasing slacking as days passes by..
i din care abt exam at all.. all my mind is on ak and one person now..
i pray for ya everynite to hope that ure safe..
i miss you and of course,, my dearest ak friends..

_pEiLinG_